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When
you have to answer for us both, on that great day when God's wounds
are revealed to men, the wounds that sinful people inflicted long
ago in the world, then the Lord himself will want to hear of the
actions of every man, the creator of heaven will want to hear from
the voice of every single person's mouth about the repayment he
has got for his wounds. But what are you going to say to the Lord,
there on Doomsday? Then there will be no joint that grows in any
of your limbs so small that you will not have to pay the proper
price for each one separately,
when the Lord is strict at the judgement. But what are you going
to do? The pair of us will be together from then on, we will have
to undergo whatever miseries you destined us to here before.'
So
it scolds its cage of flesh, but then has to travel away, to visit
the abyss of hell, not the joys of heaven, troubled by what has
been done. The dust lies where it was, it cannot offer any answer
to its sad soul, any help or comfort. Its head is split, its hands
disjointed, its jaws agape, its gums torn, its fingers have dropped
off. The cruel worms plunder their ribs, their tongues are dragged
away in ten directions to give comfort to the hungry ones. That
is why they cannot bandy scornful words with the damned soul.
'Avid'
is the name of the worm whose jaws are sharper than needles, in
the grave he was the first of all to make it happen,
there he drags off the tongue and bores through the teeth, and eats
away the eyes in the head from on top, he clears a way to the good
food for the others, for the worms' banquet, once the damned body
has grown cold, that the man for so long used to cover and clothe.
Then it is worms' meat, carrion in the ground. This can be a reminder
to every man, to everyone of sense.
There
is much more to look forward to when the holy soul goes to its body,
exuding comfort; your mind will find its errand much more fortunate.
It seeks out the clay enclosure it had worn for so long, with pleasure
and happiness. Then the souls say good words, words of wisdom and
triumph, they greet the body truthfully and pleasurably, like this:
'My
dearest friend, although the worms are still attacking you avidly,
your spirit has now come from my father's kingdom, dressed in splendour,
wrapped in grace. Oh, my lord, if only I could take you away with
me, so that we could see all the angels and the glory of heaven,
just as you destined me to here, before! You went hungry on earth,
and so you filled me with God's body, the soul's drink. You lived
in poverty, and gave me plenty of what I desired. So you will have
no need to be ashamed of what you gave me, on that famous day when
the sinful are separated from the righteous; nor, at the place where
men and angels meet, will you have any need to regret all that you
gave me here during life, however much it was. You humbled yourself
before men, and raised me to eternal happiness. So, dearest of men,
it always grieves me bitterly in my mind to know that you are in
this humiliation, a banquet for the worms; but God so wished it,
that you should always choose your deathbed in this ugly way. Then
I would like to tell you not to be sad, for we shall both be re-united
at God's judgement. After that the pair of us will be able to enjoy
together whatever honours you destined us to here before (?),
and be of high distinction in heaven. We will have no need to be
worried at the Lord's coming, or have anxiety and mental distress
over our answer, but there at the judgement we will be able in person
to speak with pride of our deeds, and of what the two of us have
deserved. I know that in the kingdom of the world you were mighty
and distinguished in this...'
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